Yup, it's 1 in the morning. And I'm here blogging at this hour because I've no school tomorrow.

Okay, no. I just feel sad. Like really sad. The kind of sad that my vocabulary isn't wide enough to describe. Yeap.

(Fireworks have been ongoing for God knows how long. It was really pretty.)

Okay, honestly, I don't know what else to say, other than "I'm sad". Because I can't say this to anyone. Because no one would probably understand. You see, you tell someone, anyone, that you're feeling sad. They'd probably ask you why, or cheer up, what's wrong. And the thing is, I wouldn't know how to answer that. Because, strangely, I feel comfortable feeling sad. Maybe I'm just regulating my emotions, dealing with them instead of pretending like I usually do.

Sigh. I always wonder if anybody ever understands the gibberish I write.

Anyway, I know it's late. And I've got lots of things to do. But, I just want to sit there and stone. Yup, just stone and stare into the thin air. And, think of all the sad things in the world. Like, how people can be so selfish and inconsiderate.



Sigh. I wanted to write about something actually. Something about two people in love. They're so cute together. She's pretty, he's good-looking. They're both from the same socio-economic background. They both ... are just simply in love I guess. Yeap.

Okay, I should probably get back to stoning before I crap even more.