I've had my long shower. Right now, I feel like shitting.

So, the talks about the future is getting a little too frequent. I thought I knew what I wanted. What I wanted to do in the near future. Only to realise that I just want to find The One, get married, travel the world, have children, stay at home, have a happy family.

Truthfully, I didn't consider taking up the Writing & Publishing Specialisation track. But after Ms Peggy, the course manager, came to class to talk to us... Well, I was a mess after the talk. I don't know why but it's pretty obvious she got the whole class thinking about considering our options again. Well, the Early Intervention Specialisation track was partly the reason why I chose this course in the first place. I wanted to work with children who have special needs. But you know, maybe I have other aspirations too.

Okay, maybe this whole thing is messing with my head because I can't decide whether I should just stick to Early Intervention or give Writing & Publishing a try. Of course, I have to make a wise decision, because my GPA is gonna be hugely affected. I never really thought of furthering my studies , but I got a feeling I have to if I want to realise my dreams, right?

Do I even make sense, or am I just uttering nonsense?

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Let's just take one step at a time alright.

Oh when the day is gone
Oh when the nights are long
Life goes on
Life goes on
We gotta live it up til it's gone
Cuz we won't be around too long
Life goes on
Life goes on

Lately it seems the good dreams are few and far between
Nightmares are putting fires out with gasoline
And I'm just tryna stay rightous
Sometimes I see my own face in Christ's likeness
And apart from my life's vices, fifteen years young had my first mid-life crisis
But it's tough to stay up right empire from people you hold high speeding up the most buyers
My daddy told me misery loves company
If that's the case they must hating they ain't getting none from me
I don't sweat it, they set better in my DNA
I got a good heart, and bad braids be a man

Oh when the day is gone
Oh when the nights are long
Life goes on
Life goes on
We gotta live it up til it's gone
Cuz we won't be around too long
Life goes on
Life goes on

You take too much for granted
I just can't understand it
We don't ask, we demand it
He been trying not to panic

Oh when the day is gone
Oh when the nights are long
Life goes on
Life goes on
We gotta live it up til it's gone
Cuz we won't be around too long
Life goes on
Life goes on